Saturday, October 30, 2010

Sinead

I am listening to sinead o'conner---I love singing with her, and I have liked her since I was 20 or so and found her cd in Minneapolis...after that trip from Caltech to Minnesota with my boyfriend, we drove down to Missouri to visit my ...ex-roommate. We'd been in love with each other, but she had been too scared to ... well.  Whenever I sang with the cd, my boyfriend thought I was singing the songs to him. I mean, he took them personally.

I'm reading my American Art History homework.  I feel like I am becoming. I wonder if I will always feel this way.

I am learning so much.  And I wonder when I will feel like I have some real art to show. :-)

Friday, October 29, 2010

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Another open studios photo.

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Photo from Open Studios at fort mason last week.

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Monday, October 25, 2010

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One of my wire mesh heads.
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Friday, October 22, 2010

I am so happy....

Nothing in the kiln is exploding! Ahhh, slow fire!
Anya Sophe Behn, Aliencranberry Arts

Thursday, October 21, 2010

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Oooh, so pretty!
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Monday, October 18, 2010

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Some of the others. Anya Sophe Behn, Aliencranberry Arts

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This is a smaller wire figure (in a box with others). The one I am working on now is life size, which is quite a different experiment.
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Wednesday, October 13, 2010

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Stage 0 is almost finished.

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Tuesday, October 12, 2010

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This is something I am making in my ceramic sculpture class.

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Monday, October 11, 2010

I miss my son...

I worked sooo hard to be with him as a baby, attachment parenting him, birthing him without drugs, helping him build a strong self-esteem and sense of self, and now he is gone half the time.  It's so painful.

Yelling again.

 Well, she's yelling again.  It's almost 2pm and her voice is hoarse from so much screaming.  It goes on and on...hey, just like my momma (*&()#($&).

 We have neighbors, particularly in one house down the street, where people yell and scream at each other,  young children cry while older children laugh...it's distressing to listen to.  And I cannot tell if or when something is serious over there--is there something really wrong?  Do I need to call the ambulance or the police?

  I don't know.  And I have the definite sensation that if I did call the police, they would take revenge in some way.

 This is what I would call the soundtrack to hell (I mean the yelling and crying, and screaming...)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

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Well, here is a woman. Yay! But she isn't a specific person; rather, she represents an idea, an idea. I think this case is liberty. I am sure people have discussed this at length. I am struck by it today.
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Where are the monumental statues of women? I am struck by their absence. This is Goethe & Schiller--Beautiful. However, I want some women!
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On being Vegan

Well....first, I don't appreciate that "vegan" is not considered a diet, it is a politics.  So if you happen to have a "vegan" diet with some sustainable, free-range, organic meat when you feel your body needs it, it's extremely strange to say "I'm vegan but eat meat."

  I am not extreme in my beliefs;  I like the idea of veganism, but in practice, it doesn't work for my system.
Some of the side-effects for me of being vegan (for a year):

1. overate trying to get ...whatever it is.
2. brain didn't work as well--stupid.
3. very low energy compared to what I was used to (particularly stamina was vastly decreased).
4. depression
5. dream about eating meat.

  I'm not willing to sacrifice my energy, mind, and body to an ideal.  (I don't know that it *is* an ideal, since soy is usually such a high portion of the diet).  I think it can work for some people, but it doesn't work for me.   So now, I eat sustainable, grass-fed, pastured, humanely raised, organic (fed what they are meant to eat) meat whenever I feel I need it.  I wish exclusively, but there aren't many sources of pastured (Marin Sun Farms, & Prather Ranch have them) and humanely raised.    The funny thing about all this "sustainable, grass-fed, pastured, free-range, organic, humanely raised" is that this used to be taken for granted.  And with marketing, the words are being taken over to mean something else.  For example "free-range" often means that there is a door for the chickens to go outside of the huge chicken coop--which they never use, because they aren't allowed out as chicks...etc.

  As far as sustainability, I don't like how soy & corn monocropping is destroying the farmlands in the midwest.  Mono-cropping is when you have hundreds of miles of one crop.  And then you get pests, because, well, YUM!  Then you have lots of pesticides, which flow into the riverways & pollute our water.   I suppose we'll see what happens, but I don't want to support those.

  It's the same with cattle and pigs, and chickens.   The Concentrated Feedlots (mmmm, doesn't that sound healthy) are mono-cropping with animals.   I strongly feel that Americans' demand for meat must go down.  It used to be a chicken a week was enough--meat every single day for every meal is not normal, and as we are seeing with the obesity (among subsidized corn and other factors), it is not healthy!

 The Concentrated Feedlot Operations (CFOs) for cattle/beef production as well as other animal CFOS are destroying our environment--the poop is concentrated in such form that it is toxic and flowing down to the rivers and our waterways.  From the air this is particularly obvious.  We really need to push for sustainable food sources--polyculture farms.  And our demand for meat needs to decrease to reasonable levels.   The cattle & chicken waste, for example, are necessary to replenish the soil, when it isn't so concentrated as to become toxic.